~Dee I avoid you in hopes the pain will slowly ebb away over the time I have away from you. I thought you were someone different. Someone who could, would see me for who I am not by the way I am around others. Do you not see the tears that glisten my eyes. The heart and soul you carelessly threw away because it wasn't worth your time. I've lost a lot to make you happy, lost so many pieces of a soul and heart that weren't completely there to begin with. I wish not to suffer, not to feel anything towards the person who dare tries my wall, my strength to resist your feeble charms and lack of a better understanding of the psyche I keep well hidd